my dog eats tissue with mucus. i am greatly appaled.

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a while ago after breakfast, i discovered something new. my dad told me that mango seeds have been falling off our trees for quite a while now. and it's strange coz the whole fruit should be the ones falling off right? but its weird coz buto nalang yung nahuhulog. then when we looked up the tree, we saw that there were some seeds hanging along with a bundle of mangoes. then my dad told me fruit bats have been eating them. great huh? they don't even know where to throw their trash. haha. bad bats! i want my mangoes.

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i've been dowloading a whole lot of christmas songs lately. i want to make a CD of jazz/pop christmas carols, not like the traditional/old ones. wala lang. hheh. i'm so excited for christmas. it's the first time in years that i'm actually feeling the christmas spirit. suuuuperrrr! as in excited ako to come up with food for the celebration, i'm excited to attend simbang gabi, i'm excited to buy a couple of gifts (even if i am dead broke) hehe. basta, excited ako. hehehe.

but before that. i have to study accounting and economics first. whoowow.

first of all....

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIGGY WIGGY!

your party was really super nice, hehe, i enjoyed every minute of it. ang sexy sexy mo pa!!! inggit talaga ako!

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i super love each and every one of my blockmates. suuupeeeer. especially the perkiness and camwhoring of the girls (haha! you bet. TG and JENNY can i have copies of those?!? pretty please? yay thankies!!). and i love that everyone's just so game. when a few of us stood up to go and rock the dance floor, everyone else got up and just fooled around! super duper fun! super sumakit yung tummy ko sa kakatawa sa mga dancemoves nina cuenco (i especially liked the "floor moves", france (SOHOREEEE abs boy!), ramram (super benta yung mga "competition" style na dance, haha!) and paeng!! PANALO TALAGA!!! ahahahhaha. i've never seen paeng even try shanking his hips like that. hahaha. pwede na sa quezon ave. JOKEY JOKEY. and then fabros has this "lolo style" dance. believe me, he does. it's funny. hahaha. si gio naman, a.k.a, satanas, ayaw din sumayaw, pati si han!! wah. pag-uuntugin ko kayo. pero buti nalang gio hindi mo pinairal yung pagka-H mo (YEHESSSS H BOY!) at nag-party ka, hindi nag-aral ng accounting. and allan, well, as usual, he has his signature boyband moves. he'll never be complete without them. N-E-V-E-R. hahahahha. it's amusing how he shakes his belly. really.

and another tummy-hurting incident was the camwhoring with gracie and teegee. i couldn't stop laughing! hindi ko kaya mag-candid coz i couldn't stop laughing. it's crazy. i should ask for some copies and post it in my multiply. haha. talk about picture-borrowing. super fffuuuuuuunnnn! and i liked the "candle shots". hahaha, basta, i'll post them when i get the chance to borrow them already.

dun ko pa narealize sa party na yon na the world really is small. i mean, andun pala si chrissie, coz CADS nga, then andun din yung orgmate ko, si aisa, then an MTV VJ-claire olivar, then yung isang former blockmate ni siggy na..hehe, basta. super small small small small small world. haaaay. the weirness of it all. 

super fun tlga kahit si myreign ayaw alisin yung jacket nya even if she was already sweating coz of too much dancing, simply because grace, teegee, and jenny do not want to dance. TSK TSK. sasambahin ko kayo kapag sumayaw na kayo!! parang si pam and kate! whoohoo, they know how to get a groove on. cute cute pa nila kumanta. hahaha. at ikaw myreign, bibigyan kita ng gift pag hindi ka na nag-jacket sa susunod, PLEASE!! hahahahah.

basta, i had so much fun tonight. sobrang i needed it to destress talaga. and well, to prepare myself for the weeks ahead. vacation time is aral time parin for me. and marketing. oh GOD i've been a good girl right? please give me a sponsor for christmas...PLEAAASSEEE?!!!?? hay. hahahha.

oooh wow. look at that. it's 2:20 am. goodnight people. oh well.... goodmorning.

i called up companies for the ENTIRE DAY today, starting from 9:15 am to 4:00 pm. how great is that?!? gee, now i'm so tired. i didn't know faxing a 5-page letter could take soooooo long. hay, sadness. and i haven't even studied for law...look at that opportunity cost....LOOK AT THAT. pero okay lang, it's still fun, this marketing thing. i wish i could get sponsors....please God super. i was practically begging and shoving my face at my contact from Jergens. haha. i was emailing her something the letter kasi so she could read it personally already, and dun sa email ko, i was super saying that this event could be sooooo great f0r their company's promotion. sobrang pakapalan na ng mukha. tas suggest pako ng suggest ng pwede nila gimik kahit na hindi pa sila nag-o-oo sa proposal. hahahah. sobrang kulitan na to!! hay. novena time. sana maging maganda results nito. haaaay.
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this is just one of those days when i feel really sad because everything seems to be going wrong..tas i feel super bad so i just divert my attention to work. pero malungkot parin ako. gusto ko umiyak ng super iyak pero parang hindi ako maiyak. tas nagagalit ako, tas nagiging numb ako, tapos ang dami dami pa gagawin sobrang nakaka-hassle. and i don't even know where to start. tapos parang ang dami kong gusto sabihin pero pag kausap ko na hindi ako makasalita. and when i start to talk, i just rant about everything in my life. tas ang dami dami ko iniisip, i don't even know if i should unload them..or worse, i dunno how to unload them. sobrang screwed up ng utak ko. ewan ko ba. maybe i need to go out sometime. i mean, ako lang or kasama mga taong matagal ko nang hindi nakikita at nakakasama. just to get me back wheere i used to stand. olats eh. haaay.

i have one thing to look forward to though: tomorrow after law class, i'd go to the gym and have a real nice massage. how about that for a stress reliever. haaay.

my doggie's sleeping on my bed, beside my stuffed toy. HOW CUTE IS THAT? it makes my heart melt, really. i love harry. i love my little doggie. yay. and i love allan. yiha..cheesy. connected kasi sila eh, and they have so many similarities..

(1)they both get really excited when they see me
(2)they both love sleeping on my lap or shoulder (as for allan's case)
(3)they both eat A LOT
(4)they both make me smile
(5)they both know when i'm sad
(6)they both love biting my hands (oh believe me, allan has his little doggie habits and he almost popped a vein in my hand--seriously)
(7)they both like licking my face ('nuff said)
(8)they both love smelling me
(9)they both love kissing my nose

hmmm...what else? oh yeah the most important thing
(10) i love them. both. oh so dearly.
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gawwwwd. i have to stop eating. seriously. allan and i have been pigging out since like, forever. and it's just getting worse everyday! lalo na ngayong second sem, grabe!! super splurge on food especially every tues and thurs at 12 after maybe 6 hours of not eating and having PE in between. hahah. like a while ago, he ate liempo at chiggy's and ako nagbaon ng mechado (na madami 'coz share kami supposedly but i ate like 3/4 of it) and then we went for desert. i bought a cream puff at dulcinea and he bought mais con yelo dun sa store sa caf up. and then after eco, i waited for him to finish his accounting then we went to shakey's! dapat hindi nako gagastos today that's why i had baon but NO! we were all hungry again after like...3 hours so we ate pasta, pizza and potatoes, yung combo dun, then ordered additional mojos! wah! somebody stop us! we do not deserve to live!! hahahha. but i didn't eat dinner tonight, that's a good thing.

hay nako. kahapon rin major foodtrip sa mcdo! oh my gulay. i ordered a double cheeseburger meal with large fries and regular sprite AND chicken nuggets. kadiri! allan ordered the two-piece chicken meal and large fries! damn. we sooooo love mcdonald's fries. yipeee.
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i love looking at pictures. it's like they're telling a story about the people in there. makes me feel like i was part of the event even if i wasn't there. fun fun. yay. vacation day tomorrow!!

it's funny, this religion thing. it makes me wonder how it is to be a real devout catholic...or christian at least. i mean, i see people, especially the older ones, pray litanies after litanies of prayers like there's no tomorrow...and then i see other people, mostly the younger ones, or atleast people in the late teens upto late twenties who are not so much the devout type of catholics, and who just pray when they feel like it..or pray when they find the need to. let's put them in a situation shall we? let's say a girl screws up. let's say she gets pregnant (as is the trend nowadays. girls everywhere just keep on getting pregnant and mind you, they get younger and younger as time goes. the youngest i heard was a nine yr old girl , a neighbor of my boyfriend's older sister who's in the states right now). now, her mom's a devout catholic-- an active member of the church, does charity here and there, and all those typical "good samaritan" deeds-- but when she finds out about her daughter's pregnancy, she almost disowns her. she tells her she's the "black sheep" of the family, she just ruined her whole family's life, calls her a slut, hits her and throws things at her, asks her to abort the baby coz it's such a
disgrace, blah blah. and this girl, she's not so much the prayerful type. she even misses a couple of Sunday masses, sleeps during Theology classes, disobeys her parents every now and then like a typical teenager and all those other stuff. but she chose to keep the baby and not abort it..even if she's being condemned for it. now you tell me, who's the real catholic here?

i dunno. sometimes kasi we think that prayers are enough to save us and make us real catholics that we forget our values when we are put under pressure...sometimes i feel mas katoliko pa yung mga hindi devout catholics because they don't forget to love their neighbors. minsan kasi naiisip ko, maraming restrictions ang catholic faith, tas ngayon yung ibang mga beliefs ko hindi na "nagma-match" sa tinuturo ng church or ng CLE classes ko dati. pero naisip ko, ang kailangan ko lang naman gawing guiding principle lagi is yung mga turo mismo ni Jesus, yung 2 greatest commandments nya na "Love God above all things" and "Love your neighbor as God has loved you" tas pati yung 10 commandments. yun lang. ewan ko, minsan napapaisip lang talaga ako.

shempre yung example ko sa taas hindi naman ganun ka-tindi yung mga situations lagi. meron yung mga mae-encounter mo lang in your everyday life. yung mga maliliit na bagay lang like yung ugali mo towards other people. kung wala ka nang ibang ginawa kundi pansinin yung kamalian ng iba, tas ipahiya sila sa ibang tao in the process, kahit anong dasal mo, feeling ko bale-wala kung ganun lang din ugali mo. wala lang. parang ang hypocrite din ng dating, hindi nya pala kaya i-live out yung dinadasal nya. hanggang salita lang. nakakainis lang minsan talaga yung ganyan.

hay nako, hahah. ang dami dami dami ko iniisip. hahahhaha. parang ang tanda tanda ko na. hindi naman, critical lang. heheh. you learn to really think and reflect as you grow up. and you come up with a lot of questions that challenge your current beliefs. i think that's what keeps a person alive--those questions. that's why we should continue asking and just allow our curiosity to work. hehe.
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haaaay. anu ba 'to. last school day tomorrow...well, not exactly. haha. no classes on friday, supposedly ACP day. but since i didn't get any ACP, guess i'll just stay at home. or go to a mall sale. i dunno. but i guess i'd stay home coz i need to make a LOT of calls for our business fair. yahooo. work time. and well, i need to study for my law class on saturday. bummer.

hahahah. have to read from article 1169-1192 of the civil code. GREEEEEAAAAAT. a hundred pages perhaps? or more? but i love law so, that'll be okay i guess. haha.

as for now, i gotta work on my accounting. have to read up (again) on corporations and do the exercises. God save me.

Gawwwwd, i can't take it. 1 and a half hour of economics with mr. bautista is just horrifying. every second of it drags like eternity. and i can't even doodle on allan's notebook or arm coz he might see us and give this speech on how "those little things distract me" and blah blah even if we're like 80 in the room. man, this guy has bionic eyes. scary shit. and i can't even laugh that much even if france's throwing such witty remarks and the corniest jokes ever (even cornier than allan dude) coz he might see me and ask me to share what's so funny. haaay. he reminds me of kuya germs pa! ANG BAKLA!!!!! hahahahahah. i'd rather have law for 6 hours, please God.

oh yeah, just a disclaimer. yung situation ko kanina sa taas hindi ako yon ha. baka isipin nyo buntis ako. yun lang, para walang chismis. hahahah.

i just have to say this...i totally forgot about the theory quiz we will be having tomorrow and accounting and i haven't read anything yet! hooooboy! stress. wah. huhuhuh. and i still have to do stuff for eco. but anyway, that's okay. accounting first. damn. grabe allan thanks super. haaay. lifesaver forever!!! what would i do without you!? haay. to think hindi pa kita classmate tas ikaw pa nagpaalala sakin. good job anne. hahahah. mwah!